hi hi hi !!!! it's been a bit so let me tell you of my recent adventures (reverse
chronologically)
04/12: the besties and i went to go see the naruto: the symphonic experience and it
was seriously awesome . they encourage the audience to interact with the performance (ex.
when an iconic scene is played, you can cheer) so of course i had to cry and clap whenever
gaara was on screen........... but omfg . when kimimaro was on screen, everyone cheered (of
course) but i screamed so loud that my voice filled the entire theater πππππππ they
don't understand how serious i am about him
03/28-03/31: spent a few days in chicago to visit my brother w/ the lads
03/21: our wonderful friend maddie visited hehe . we hung out late into the night..
and of course, we went into a photo booth for some printable memories
02/06: my friend malina and i went to a lesbian bar and i tried to help her get some
ladies' numbers #NightLife
we took these super cute photos and i love them sooo much but it kills me so bad cuz WHY DO
WE LOOK LIKE JOHN LENNON AND YOKO ONO HELP MEEEE π do you see it...? i think it's my
glasses.........
my beautifully busy late winter + spring season so far ^_^ wish spring could last just a
little longer . i don't miss the summer heat.....
status: back to the wee hours of the night
:pensive:
04/24/2025 β’ 05:19 A.M.
omfg . hi guys (this is pastry btw)
it's been nearly a year since i last wrote in this diary and added anything new to this
site....
because it's been so long, i figure that i should do a recap of last year since one (1)
million
things happened to me
this is my 2024 summarized in highlights:
- january - got a job at an art museum as a gallery attendant / started
antipsychotics
- february - played a lot of stardew valley with my partner / did some wheel
throwing
- march - got my third lobes pierced / held a charcuterie board night / went back
to
therapy
- april - started playing neopets again and got really into it
- may - held a tiny art show / stopped my antipsychotics
- june - celebrated my partner's birthday and my own (we're both gemini hehe)
- july - participated in art fight
- august - decided to grow my hair out
- september - went on a trip with my partner / saw the ocean
- october - went on another trip with my partner / met so many new (and old)
friends /
started zoloft
- november - saw ginger root with my beloveds / graduated therapy / got my rook
pierced
- december - hung out with my brother / ended the year on a pretty good note
i'm not going to lie, it was really, really hard in the first half . just thinking about it
makes
me really sad . but the second half of the year was so beautiful . i spent so much time with
my
partner and my friends; i made really meaningful connections at my workplace; and i was able
to
repair my relationship with art by finding and embracing community
now we're finally caught up to 2025 !! already, so much has happened... i quit my job and
decided
zoloft is not the ssri for me, experienced some night life in the city, decided to go back
to
school, and got more piercings β΄
that's all for now . if you read all of that you're Crazyyy . crazy awesome :heart:
status: feels good to be on here again :)
02/11/2025 β’ 10:51 P.M.
pressed some flowers the other week! i finally remembered to check them on sunday and they
turned
out super cute :) but... i have no idea what to do with them now LOL how do i make bookmarks
with this shit
also did a pottery class with my boyfriend weeks ago and we finally picked up our pots! mine
is
the pink and brown one (it looks orange in the photo but it's a yellowy brown irl). i'm
hooked... i need to go back to the studio ASAP. especially craving more throwing on the
wheel
since we weren't able to glaze the pots ourselves since it was a class with limitations....
WAUGHHH
status: feeling crafty
02/26/2024 β’ 11:31 P.M.
i'm freakin . back on the grind... i actually started writing this earlier at like 8pm but
then i
got tired and closed out of the page and fell asleep but THEN i woke up like an hour ago and
got
hungry (eating spaggy) and decided to work on this page a bit more so here we are....!!!!
and yes!!!!!!!!!!!!1 we believe in excessive ellipses to convey an artistic expression of
verbal
communication and . run off sentences EEe
status: lalala tbh
01/28/2024 β’ 02:12 A.M.
woah... i haven't written anything in this online journal in 3 MONTHS?? that's freaking crazy
.
but it makes sense bc i kind of fell into a super slump these past couple months :( school's
been getting to me and whatnot but I'M ALMOST DONE!!!!!
on a kinder note, bf and i have been eating lots of home cooked yummies and we started
playing
fnaf 1 and 2 for the first time ever in our Lives...... it's so fun and actually not like
scary?
when i play, it feels more like a thriller than a horror game (even tho i don't think that's
like . a thing) with jumpscares that just make my heart race
anyways, that's all for now! ^_^
status: back 2 tinkering
09/19/2023 β’ 12:20 A.M.
yesterday was cool :D spent all day w my friends (jc, kaela, and larry) and my older
brother... larry's been going thru a star wars era (again) and he decided to bring his
lightsaber to mine and kaela's place LOL . i make fun of him for not mutually RPing in
wizard101 with JC but then basically LARPING irl at our place......... but in all
seriousness, it's really cool and the light emitting from the lightsaber is super beautiful
π
my brother made us yakitori (with his new japanese grill btw cuz he has this issue?
blessing?? where he buys niche cooking paraphernelia to make certain dishes Like he
literally bought a PIZZA OVEN that just sits in our backyard that sits untouched for most of
the year LOL) and we sat in the frontyard and ate in the night breeze together . then we all
started larping and taking photos tbh
status: i love my friends + using the
force on my brother
05/30/2023 β’ 03:38 A.M.
i want to open pixel commissions but i've been holding back cuz i don't think my pixel stuff
is
where i want it to be :( i think i'd feel like i'd be doing ppl a disservice if i opened
comms
now... but my friends were rly nice and encouraged me to do it so HMM will be thinking
AND, today was the best day that i've had in a while :0 lots of productivity and focus . i
think
i broke the depression cycle of the month LET'S GOOOO !!!!
status: yay
05/25/2023 β’ 03:00 A.M.
unfortunately, i am awake . however, i did a lot of fulfilling stuff to make up for the lack
of
personal creative productivity i got done during the week... i even made a song!
but uh yeah... i'm goin g to bed now so that tomorrow i can do my coding project that i
submitted
Unfinished
status: EXPLOSION!!!!
05/20/2023 β’ 05:33 A.M.
hi guys . i just realized that i'm 4 weeks into my coding bootcamp which means there are only
20
weeks left EEEE...! i finished a project yesterday so to celebrate, i'm eating(drinking?) a
small cup of oat milk that has 3 GF oreos in it . pretty yummy but i think 3 oreos was a bit
much...too sweet.
we've been covering javascript in class these past 2 weeks and i feel like i am mentally
getting
sucked down a toilet hole everytime i have to write original functions and whatnot but it's
Ok .
we ride
status: οΌοΌγΈοΌοΌ
05/05/2023 β’ 01:04 A.M.
I FINISHED MY FUCKING CODING BOOTCAMP PRE-WORK
status: THANK FUCK
04/09/2023 β’ 07:45 P.M.
everyday i just code until i turn into mush it's no t hard i am just so good at doing nothing
(positive) that when i do a lot of something i die . i am absorbing so much material you
wouldn't even believe... this compared to drawing which takes 0 energy . in fact it's
invigorating
i mean both are very satisfying activities because i am a process-oriented peson and i love
meticulous activity but wow, this is 10x harder cuz i have to resist the urge to draw
PLEEESE I
WANT TO DRAW SO BAD
status: i've got jelly brain rn
04/09/2023 β’ 01:00 A.M.
oh son of a bitch
i did indeed . get into the coding bootcamp (but also it's not really anything to go Wow
about
cuz that shit was easy to get in) AND i have been assigned a 3 unit pre-work assignment .
which
i am so close to being done i'm on unit 3 rn BUT i've literally been sitting here coding
this
blog to make it sexy and cute smh
i learned how to do git stuff and part of the pre-work assignment is going over HTML and CSS
lmaooo They don't know i know how to do this but hehehe all the easier for me . straight up
though it's very exhausting reading so much shit for the lessons and having to store it in
my
brain
status: felt like that guy who works out
at
the library (TβT)
04/08/2023 β’ 01:00 A.M.
i have updated this once more . not much but just moving some words around n making this a
little
cleaner
i also have decided to apply for a coding bootcamp at my old university Q_Q i hope i get
in...
apparently there's like an interview process but umm, they did say u could apply knowing
like
Nothing about coding so . i'm sure i'll be fine lolol . i want a stable income job + i like
coding = i win if they accept my ahh WISH ME LUCK!
04/01/2023 β’ 05:02 A.M.
dear diary, i cannot for the life of stop coding late at night . so much for fixing my sleep
schedule :[ it's almost 4am rn so i'm going to stop now.... fawk BUT i spent tn figuring out
how
to resize font/pics for when ur on mobile.. i feel so giddy doing this . tmrw ? i will learn
how
to do it for yt videos too but for now GN !!
03/12/2023
holy poop i decided to make a website . cuz i've always wanted to and damn it looks good
already
even with my peanut brain... i started yesterday and now it's freaking 2:53am and i'm kind
of
killing it .
03/11/2023